Long time not like anyone reads this anyway

i think i am done with this blog

I WASN"T LYING

No Lying Quiz
Lasts:
1. Last beverage:Milk
2. Last phone call: Alex
3. Last text message: Sara
4. Last cd played: Them VS You VS Me By Finger Eleven
5. Last BUBBLE bath: I don't remember
6. Last hug: Momma
Have you ever:
1. Dated someone twice: Yeah
2. Been cheated on: yes
3. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes!!!
4. Fallen in love: yes
5. Lost someone special: yes
6. Been depressed: i am now
7. Been drunk and threw up: not yet

List 5 people you can tell anything to:
[In no order]
1. Grace
2. Suzy
3. Lynn
4. Catherine
5. Oliva

List your favorite colors:
1. Black
2.Red
3. Purple

Have you
1. Laughed: yes
2. Met someone who changed your life?: of course
3. Found out who your true friends are?: YES and I'm happy that they are there for me

Random:
1. Bush: what about it................ Oh you mean the president........
2. Gay Marriages? YES!
3. Lowering the drinking age? *shrugs* There's going to be underage drinking anyways, as far as I can tell....
(Cat said that and i again)
4. Gay, Straight, or Bi? Bi
5. Who is the best hugger that you know? Constantine or Sara Or Terrence
6. Do you believe in Love at first sight? No you have to know some one at least for a little while
7. Is there something you want to tell someone? Yes
8. Brand of shirt you are wearing? It doesn't have a brand
9. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? All of them
10. How many kids do you want to have? idk
11. Do you have any pets? One ferret Two dogs
12. Do you wanna change your name? I don't care
13. What did you do for your last birthday? party
14. What time did you wake up today? 1
15. What were you doing at midnight last night? watching gothica
16. Last time you saw your mother? before she when to bed
17. What are you listening to right now? My way home is through you by My chemical romance
18. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yeah
19. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yeah
20. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? pants from Naomi
21. Who's getting on your nerves right now? Mark
22. Most visited webpage? Myspace.com
23. Coke or Pepsi?: Dr.Pepper
24. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past month? Yes i kissed Sara (it just just friendly)
If you have not lied on any part of this quiz, repost this as the No Lying quiz.

Alex

SO..I meant this guy and we have so much in common that it is scary. He called me this morning, I just woke up and then we talk then i had him call me back on my home phone when he did this i asked him if he when going to ask me out and that is when he decides to tell me he has a girl friend. He said unfortunately no the i said y not he said i unfortunately have a girlfriend who i unfortunately love. I'm starting to believe I'm meant to be alone. I have only love two guys, and they didn't feel that way for me. Then I meet Trance and think hey may be something could happen, and I haven't seen him since. Then there was Christan and he falls for Sara. And Alexdecides not to tell me until today that he has a girlfriend. Hell, we have so much in common that at one point we had a dog with the same named, and his other dog is named after what i want to name my first daughter. Weird, but why would he say unfortately so much about some one he loves. He invited me to his halloween party I'm not sure if i will go though

ain't life just peachy...

So i have more names to add to my on going list.



I have know

Sara: My good friend from Snider.
Alex: Hot homeschool male version of me.
Christan: I liked him until he fell for Sara.
Angie:Sams girlfriend
Sam:Christan's "brother"
Norris: My gayman!
Sandy:My buddy
Maddi: ? idk yeah
Kaylie: WOOT! Maddi's wiffey
Callie :Logical person surrounded by idiots
....
BYE!

Still Frame

So why am I still up at 6:21 in the morning you ask. Well this is mainly because I one wanted some pie. Two still have alot on my mind and three pretty much never sleep. Well the pie was good (thanks dad!), but back to the stuff I still have on my mind. Lynn hasn't seen George in a while, so I have no clue what is going on there. One of the hundred thing i haven't done yet is tell you who is who.

Catherine is one of my closest friends. We share alot of the same bad habits....... We rarely fight, but when we do it is about those bad habbits. She is dating Peter.

Peter is Greg's son the only reason I even talk to him still is because of Cat. He is also friends with Aaron.

Greg is.........well......he is Greg.

Abbey was a good friend until I pissed her off which is a every eazy thing to do by the way.

Constantine is the only guy I trust that is around my own age.He loves music, Star Wars, Mortal Combat, Lord Of The Rings and Marilyn Manson. He is dating Zander and Faith.
I have never met Faith but she must be nice:).

Zander is Abbey's guy too. I don't really know him all that well.

Marrissa is pretty cool but is kinda a.........well the only way to put it is whore. She is dating Constantine cousin Terrence. I have never met Terrence either.

Christy is a good friend also. She has a psycho bitch for a mom and deals with it better that I would. Christy your awesome!

Darla is the Patrick to my Spongebob. That's pretty much all I can say about Darla.

George is Lynn's quiet and shy ex. Lynn and I spent pretty much all last summer with him.

Lynn is most likely one of my closest friends and that is why she is in Grace's bed right now while my mom is at work.

Grace is my sister. Rawr.

Oliva is one of the funnest people I know. She is great. We also shared that same bad habbit. Both of us have pretty much quit (the pretty much is for me mainly).

Aaron is Cat's younger brother. He is 13, dated twice. I broke up with him the first time, the second time he broke it off .

Mark is my little bro. He is 10. Also a RAWR!
(don't ask)

Suzy is my favorite aunt! She is so great kinda like Frosted Flakes.

I'm Alice. Hear me RAWR!

Well......Mom is not home yet *rolls eyes* so I still have time to rant on.
I still feel horrible for every thing that happened that day I talked to Constantine on the phone. It doesn't matter to me if he is cool with what happened that day or not. Abbey isn't or some thing. Liv sayes every thing is ok, I trust her but I still feel.........well I can't find the right word for it. Darla told me that he was almost crying, which make me feel worse.


Alice

wishing to be comfortable numb

Ok so I'm iming Cat right now. Abbey told me today that only her friends get to call her Abbes so I said .............go to hell we were friends but you get pissed at everyone for the random reasons. I was and still am pissed because she said I'm annoying so now I'm very insecure about who I am now and what people think of me. This is mainly because i thought we were good friends. Constantine has been treating me differently ever since I told him that a couple of other people and I thought that he leads girls on and wants nothing to do with them. This may be true but I know I shouldn't have been the one to tell him. I think I'm done with this for now.

Alice

Stuff....................rawr

I guess I will use code names too (I know real weird but! I don't care). Okay well Abbey is pissed at me for something I said to Constantine. He and I are cool now, I guess but he doesn't treat me the same as he did..... But I have feelings for him go figure....... Mmmmmmmmm.......I may (keyword here MAY) go out with Lynn's ex-boyfriend George. I don't know if I like George. I guess we'll see what happen's. Mmmmmmmmmmm.........I have to talk to Liv about well basically everything she is a very understanding person. I mean Cat is too but....... I mean I'm going to talk to her about this to but I know Catherine will read this so there!

Alice